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Huwaa... hate it so much!! This is the worst semester ever... (setiap kali semester pun dok cakap mcm ni...)

Actually, me want to post entry about me & my housemates had dinner at Chicken Heartz Sunway Pyramid... but.. tak sempat... Gambar dari camera pun tak transfer lagi ke laptop ni... Hope it is not too late to say......Thanks Izz for the treat!!!

Ok.. don't want to spend so much time in blogging... this are our assignment due dates list.... (huwwaaaa...!!)

1. 10 March = due date ICT courseware ('Millionssss' of unfinished storyboards!!!)
2. 11 March = Becoming a language educator essay
3. 12 March = Vocal theory test.
4. 15 March = Interview technique replacement class. ((9am-4pm)
5. 16 March = Action research on Pupils diversity in learning Maths (satu ape pun tak buat lagi...)
6. 16 March = Triangle Card. (teaching multiplication) - not done yet!!
7. 18 March = Presentation Maths
8. Future Studies Log (should have about 8 entries... but done only 3 entries!!!!)
   

Risau... Worries... Tension... =(

Salam Maulidur Rasul buat Junjungan Mulia Nabi Muhammad Rasulullah s.a.w...
Basahkan bibir dengan selawat ke atas Rasul... Insya'Allah...

Who is this???

Anyone knows who is this? Is she your friend?? hahahaha.......

Let me introduce then... This is Miss Nuur Aqmaal... tengoklaa apa dia buat tu....
Terukkan?? Time orang present kat depan.... masa critic session by Mr.Vijay... ade ke patut dia pi buat sign tu?? dah separuh mati dok tahan gelak... hehe...

Anyway my friend... Thanks a lot. You had cheered up my day. David Archuletta???
kahkahkah...... =D

Previous weekend.....

Hmm... a little bit relieved after pouring 'it' out in the previous entry... now, ready to write about my activities previously....

Maybe I should start from... the last Friday... 27 Feb. hehe... happy day... Dah lama menyimpan hasrat nak ke midvalley... especially ke MPH coz cik Jah ada bagi RM20 voucher. sayang kalau tak pakai.... berjaya juga memujuk cik mamas@mastura pergi before solat jumaat coz can do some shopping before we going to MPH at 3pm... Ada ape kat MPH at 3pm? hehehe....

At last!!! Dapat beli jam!!! Yaaahhooo!! Normal price RM 178.00 BUT after 70% only RM53.00!! jenama POLO BRITANNIA.... harap2 tak rosak laaa lagi... huhuhu...

Besides watch, my target would be blouses... pegang-pegang... belek-belek... hmm.. belum beli lagi.... Alamak... jom pegi MPH... hehehe....

Try to spot me!! hehehe.... Thanks to 'my sis' for this lovely picture. I am so cute from far rite?? hehe....

This was the very very intentions why I went to midvalley last Friday.
"Akak... lawa tak credit tu?"... hehe..

After the occassion.. sambung shopping lagi... and this time berjaya juga membeli dua helai blouses. Yieeehaaa!! Masa ni Cik Mamas kene pegi tempat lain. betul cakap dia... Ku ni kene shopping sorang2. kalau ada orang teman, dok bebel itu ini.... akhirnya memang aku tak beli... hehehe... lawaks la plak...

Lepas acara tu... terus kelam kabut balik PJ... tp sempat singgah SZ tulis mesej untuk redakan kontroversi... kontroversi kamera PINK ku... hehe... lawaks..lawaks..

Bila berada dirumah.... fuh.. penat..penat... Gerak ke dapur jam 7.30 tu pun dah dikira lewat. Rutin biasa puteri sulung... cewaah!! Ibuku nak masak spaghetti untuk makan tengah hari. Tapi pagi tu sarapan fruits jek. Yang paling best, Ibuku sempat masak separuh jalan jek spaghetti tu coz ibu kene attend meeting PIBG kat sekolah Adik. Huahuahua.... daripada periuk separa besar... jadi periuk BESAR!! dah mcm open house la plak... huhuhu... gara-gara terus masuk dan masukkan bahan lagi... hehehe..

This is the gravy....

Cantik tak ku buat siput2 spaghetti tu... cewah..

Short and percise...

I just want to write a very short entry this time.....
this is my blog... my very own blog... it is up to me on how am i going to write it.
Not dramatic???? well.... this is my style....

Why can't people accept others' work? We do learn on human differences.. just accept it.
Hmm... Allah is so great. I have never experienced working with all the 4 flatters and I am not interested to work with them just because to save my boat. I can't work with all the tense and TOO CRITICAL THINKING people. Imagine... "bring the second sentence to the first." Isn't that the SAME?? What is so BAD with my writing and my language? I just can't take this.

My principal in life would be so simple. What is the point of having all the tense and depressed and the most will be A+. There is no A++++!! I would rather be SO MUCH HAPPY if I got B+ but not having all this headache and frustration.

Why must you waste my time by asking me to do it but in the end you threw it like a crap?
The more I know you.... There more I don't know you....
Hmm... do you need to buy others' "things" so that people will look upon you?

It is so sad that now the sincerity is no longer there. And you yourself have destroyed it.

Do forgive me in all my words....
I am just Expressing out my feeling....
And again this is MY blog.... It is all up to me......

Me & Being ANNOYING.... hehe..

What is the time now??? That will be my every single hour question for those who is sitting beside me... hehehe... Bukan tak mahu refer to time at handphone... just being so lazy to take it out everytime whenever want to know about the time. Hmm... sesungguhnya memang sukar kalau takde ONE DEVICE that we called THE WATCH.

Haa... the criteria of my watch.... Have to be square face... simple jek kan?? tapi susah betul nak cari....huhu....

Bukan tak nak pegi beli... cuma citarasa tu payah nak dituruti dan masa nak bershopping membatasi... huwwwaaaaa.... Ada tak mana2 orang kaya nak bagi hadiah jam? hehehe.... dah serik beli jam RM10 tu... if I add up all the 10ringgit watch... rasa dah dekat rm100... asyik rosak jek memanjang... better i bought one original one and last for a life time... (adaker??)

Hmm.. today memang separuh hariku dah terbuang... since morning rasa tak sedap badan dan masa kelas sakit kepala mcm migrain... Tension kah?? huhuhu... But now dah ok... Ni yang tulis blog ni... Thanks to Cik Lina for the panadols dan help me to buy kuih before I can eat the panadols.... THANKS A LOT...

Selawat Fatih

Inilah selawat Fatih yang ku dan kak Iti saling ingat-mengingati...

Selawat ini adalah hasil nukilan Al-Kabir Sayyid Muhammad Al-Bakri. Fadhilatnya....

• barang siapa membaca selawat ini 11 kali setiap selepas sembahyang 5 waktu, segala dosa2 kecilnya diampuni Allah s.w.t dan tenteram hati dan jiwanya.
• barang siapa membacanya 21 kali setiap hari, Allah akan melapangkan rezeki dan selamat keluarga dari kesusahan serta dijauhkan dari azab neraka.
• Jika dibaca 100 kali setiap hari akan memudahkan seseorang mendapat jodoh.

Renung-renungkan... dan selamat beramal.... =)

Suka & Duka kita bersama...

Beberapa jam yang lepas, bertemu dengannya bagai tiada rasa puas. Kalau dulu peminat fanatik yang bila lepas dapat bersua, boleh merengzz dibuatnya. Senyum sorang-sorang untuk berminggu lamanya. Tapi bila meningkat nombor usia, untuk gila-gila seperti remaja, semua itu hilang secara fitrahnya. Bukan pertemuan demi pertemuan kini tak membawa sebarang makna, tapi membawa erti yang jauh berlipat ganda.

Kak Iti.... Kalaulah zaff sempat baca apa yang kak Iti tulis ni tadi... sesungguhnya, zaff yang seharusnya mengucapkan terima kasih pada kak Iti..... Terima kasih yang tidak bertepi, melayan karenah peminat yang sorang ni. Terima kasih kak Iti yang menceriakan hidup saya, yang memberi semangat pada saya, yang memberi nasihat juga pada saya, dan yang menghiburkan hati dengan suara dan hilai tawa.

Bukan perkara mudah untuk meninggalkan semua ini.... Walau teruk kena marah.. walau stress dileteri... tapi hati bagai hilang sebuah peduli. Hanya ikut kehendak hati.....

"Besar tak mata saya kak Iti?"

"Besar macam tu juga..hehe. Jangan lupa amalkan selawat Fatih tu zaff..."
"Insya'Allah kak Iti.... Jom kita amalkan..."

Al-Fatihah buat Arwah Pak Din...

Sunday, 15th of February 2009.... with a tremendous shocked, around 12.15pm I received a call from a friend, "Ayah Kak Iti, Pak Din dah meninggal dunia jam 11.50 td" Tergamam...Terpinga... tapi dalam hati masih mempertikaikannya... "maybe a rumours" Just about to sms "mysis", suddenly happen to watch MELODI... I heard kak Rozie's voice... YES!! the news was true!!! Innalillah hi wa innaillahi rajiun... On the dot... lots and lots of sms bertanyakan tentang hal yang sama... Again, I am lost in words and reactions.

Waktu ni, ada yang ajak untuk melawat kak Iti and family... I can't... can't do it... trying to sense the empathyness... Maybe 'she' needs some space on her own... Sooner or later, ada rezeki nanti... kiter berjumpa. Feeling like want to hug and hold 'her' hand. I just cannot imagine if me myself is in 'her' place. Bila terkenang betapa rapatnyer Kak Iti dengan Arwah Abahnya, memang rasa sayu... takkan boleh lupa dua beranak ni bergurau ketika malam berinai hampir 3 tahun lepas... Walau pasti banyak peristiwa lain... Tapi yang ini... hmm...

Mungkin sudah tersurat... about noon a day after.. received a sms from 'mysis' "Jemput ke tahlil malam ini dan malam esok di Lipis, kalau sudi datangla ya."

Today, (Monday) tak sempat, Insya'allah akan try my best to come tomorrow...

Bagai terkejut pada mulanya, dan berbelah bahagi... "Can I make it?"
Terus ajak rakan-rakan yang mahu turut serta... So, finally, convoy in two cars. KA's and KJ's car.
Moving from KL Sentral after fetching KL & KR around 12.30pm...

The four ladies who are early, KL, KR and KA and me (taking the pic) at the surau while waiting KJ & the geng. The convoy begin..... at last, KJ arrived at KARAK PETRONAS around 2pm.

Exit to Kuala Lipis. Based on 'mysis' sms... "lepas tol bentong, raub n lipis. Jgn terus. dlm 100m ke dpn dr tol susur kiri.." thanks kak for everything...

At last!!!! Around 4pm we reached Kuala Lipis.. Alhamdulillah..... First we saw the big welcome signboard.
Then, the anxiety gone as we saw the small signboard showing the way to Kak Iti's house....

When we arrived, 'mysis' was not there... Hmm.. apalagi. tunggu diluar jek semua dek kerana segan nak masuk... (panas weh Lipis..) Tiba-tiba dengar kak Iti memanggil dari dalam... "Rasbit!! Rasbit!! suruh yang lain masuk.. panas tu..." Still, no one is moving... masih malu nak masuk... Sampailah 'mysis' pulang dari ziarah kubur... Adat mengunjung, kami sempat singgah di pekan beli sedikit buah-buahan, terus serahkan pada Kak Iti. Tak elok kan datang tangan kosong...
Mcm mana kak Iti? Hmm... undeniable, she looked pale and her eyes are red. She did not say a lot, hanya kak Rozie yang memulakan bicara dan meriahkan suasana.... Sesekali, Kak Iti senyum dan ketawa... rasa lega she's smiling....

The clock reached 5.30pm, Kak Iti ajak krew rombongan bersama-samanya ziarah ke pusara arwah pak din. "Korang ada payung tak? cukup tak? jap ya kak CT cari payung, takut kat sana panas....." Without any hesitation, follow her car...

Kak Iti masih menitiskan airmata ketika tahlil dibaca ustaz... Selesai tahlil ringkas, kak Iti menyiram air ke pusara arwah Abah. "Zaff, ketua rombangan, habiskan air dalam cerek ni ya?" Itulah pengalaman pertama dalam hidupku... Sesungguhnya, ianya amat menginsafkan.... Sayu... amat sayu....

Habis disitu, kami bergerak pulang, tapi tak terus kerumah. kak Iti stopped for Asar at the surau nearby cause that time was about 6.30pm already. kak Iti ajak solat sekali, tapi kami dah buat jamak dan qasar waktu zohor tadi....

Then, pulang semula kerumah, disediakan sebuah bilik... Actually that is kak Saida's room... maaf yang teramat sangat, untuk menyusahkan tidak terniat, tapi perlu tukar pakaian. Syukur, sempat sertai Maghrib berjemaah dengan ahli keluarga kak Iti. Sementara menanti Isya' ..ustaz beri ceramah sikit tentang Kasih anak pada ibu bapanya. Sekali lagi hatiku tersentuh.... Sesungguhnya aku bukanlah anak solehah, banyak juga larangan mereka yang aku buat...

Satu persatu pertanyaan dilontar kepada ustaz.
Soalan kak Iti.... "Ustaz, kalau kita tetiba teringat arwah, walau dalam keadaan tak bersuci, tapi nak sedekah fatihah pada Abah... sampai tak ustaz?"
Jawab ustaz : "Selagi kita bersungguh dan ikhlas, Insya'allah sampai.."

Ku pun sempat juga bertanya tentang adab malam jumaat. Selain surah Yassin, apakah surah2 lain yang afdal? Jawapannya, Surah Kahfi... Satu lagi ilmu yang aku dapat ialah "selawat fatih". (nak cari yassin yg mcm kat umah kak Iti tu... ada selawat tu dlm tu) Banyak kelebihan selawat yang sekali baca bersamaa 6000x selawat biasa dan insya'allah, hajat akan dikabulkan...

Masuk waktu isya', kami berjemaah lagi dan selepas itu tahlil dan kenduri....

Kak Iti dan Kak Zie.... Seronok tengok dua orang ni...

Sempat bergambar kenangan....
"kak Iti... tabah dan kuat ya? Allah takkan uji diluar batasan hamba-Nya"
"Betul tu... Allah sayangkan Abah...."
-Al Fatihah-

Pulang ke KL hampir jam 12am dan tiba di PJ jam 2.45am.... Alhamdulillah.....

Batasku Asaku.... OST Perempuan Berkalung Sorban

Lirik Batasku, Asaku - Siti Nurhaliza

Bila kutercipta dari tulang rusukmu
Mengapa kumampu sempurnakan hidupmu
Bila ku ada karena kau ada
Mengapa kau tak bisa sendiri saja

Reff:
Dalam teguh tak larut belaian
Ranum sahaja bukan hiasan
Untaian cinta gapai genggaman
Yakinkan mimpi dalam iman

Batasku sadari raut kodratku
Asaku menari terbalut sorbanmu
Lembutnya jiwa sambut nestapa
Terngiang syahdu iman di dada

Bila cerita tak lagi ceria
Mahligai cinta merona terlena
Senada iman kusimpan derita
Kuatkan hati bersimpuh pada-Nya...

Lirik: Attan Hardilas
Melodi : Dato' Siti Nurhaliza

Get to know my 'SIFU' in blogging.....

Me with Lina

Zaff: Ni saper suruh amik banyak2 ni?? saper nak makan? Kang membazir jek...

Lina: (monolog dalam hati.... Don't worry...akan ku habiskan nanti...) =p

Haaaa....LINA!!!! Hambik ni.... gedebush!! hehehe.... Sorry sangat coz there was none of your pictures in the previous entry.

Thanks SIFU LINA for everything... Dalam tunjuk ajar memperkemaskan blog saya ni... Saya pun dah turunkan ilmu itu pada orang lain.... hehehe...